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[12 Feb 2008|09:56pm] |
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Not a whole lot is going on in my life....well. i will retract that statement.....
Nothing interesting; but I am ridiculously busy.
I am kinda talking to a few people (Me and shilo are...no more...lol.) but I don't really know what I want right now.....
I am doing really well Flute wise... "top of the Studio" says Dr. Roseman.
Anyways; life=boring, so I will update later with new and exciting information.
xoxo
-Jew
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[18 Jul 2007|01:30pm] |
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Three more days. I leave Saturday, and that both excites me and scares me. Less than a month till I start school, everything is just...happening and it's scary.
eh, I have avoided posting because I only further remind myself of everything. Life scares me. Heh...
So yeah, I will make a more detailed entry later.
SA+AS=<3
~**Jew**~
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| Mmmm. |
[09 Jul 2007|02:54pm] |
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Sitting here, eating tuna salad. <3
Haven't posted in a few days, oh well. I have been a tad busy. I got two new tamas the other day, they aren't they new V 4.5, but they are cute. I need an Ketai and a Tamasuku. Ugh, Ebay is charging too much for them , but I fear I have no where else to turn.
Talked to Shilo and Katie. Yesterday, <3 I love them both. J.D. is getting a euro shank..thats exciting to the band geeks. I am excited for the end of this month because I will be back in KY. Closer to being in college. I think my mom is taking it hard, but she will live.
AS+SA=<3
KF+AS=PARTAY BUDDAYS.
~**JEW**~
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| Cinnamon Toast. <3 |
[02 Jul 2007|12:46pm] |
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Rockin' Robin. |
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Having breakfast right now, Cinnamon toast. Mmmmmmmmmm.
Yesterday I spent the largest part of my day in Wal-Mart. O-M-G. I hate Wal-Mart. But ti was cool, I bought pajamas, and Mom bought food. Lots of food! ^-^ <3<3<3
Word from my Tama community states, that the Tamagotchi V4.5 (or version 5 rather) is coming out this month sometime. OMG!!!! I HAVE TO HAVE ONE! They are nice, a little bigger, have cute little star tipped antennas, new cute characters, and the ability to talk to you and visa-versa, AND they have new PC functions, which the V3 and V4 didn't have. Although I love all my Tamas, I haven't been this excited about a new release since the Original, and then the Ocean (Tama Morino). So yeah. I am excited.
Talked to Shilo for a bit, and then mom kicked me off the computer to play WoW. I love WoW, but she is absolutely addicted. It's cool though.
mkay, my life is boring woot. But I love it.
AS+SA=<3
AS+KF=BFF<3
~**JEWY**~
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| Meh |
[01 Jul 2007|01:18am] |
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Don't feel like typing.
Spent 100$ on clothes today. Yay.
Got a Boba Tea.
Played with Photoshop s'more.
Practiced.
Talked to Shilo.
Missed KY, Hated NM. S'more.........
Ate Chinese food.
Tamagotchis.
AS+SA=<3
AS+KF=BFF
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[30 Jun 2007|12:39am] |
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Today was groovy. I went to the "Outback" for my Aunt's dinner. Today was her birthday, and we celebrated. Heh. We went to my grandmother's house and had cake and such, and it was ok. I taught my grandmother how to ghetto dance. It was entertaining.
XD
My mom went to casino, I could have gone but I didn't feel like it. I felt like coming home and talking to Shilo. heh. She took some of my money, so hopefully I win something! :D
I am learning Czech. Heh, I want to study in Prague. So, I am learning lol.
AS+SA=<3
AS+KF=BFF 4 ever.
~**JEW**~
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[29 Jun 2007|01:39am] |
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Velvet Revovler. |
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My lips are chapped and I miss Shilo. *sigh*
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| Strange, yet comforting. |
[29 Jun 2007|12:26am] |
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Killing me Softly - Lauren Hill |
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First of all, my testosterone is going about a mile a minute. I just got out of the movie three hundred, and I swear I could impale someone's head with a freakin' spear. Wanna know the best part? I had to go to Wal-Mart after words. And I swear to fucking God I could have just totally cut someone's throat, and proclaimed amongst the womens clothing department, THIS IS MADNESS. I contained myself. Tonight is also a full moon. My furry senses are going wild. I had to go inside before I absolutely went balistic. But I think I am good now. Back to my overly nerdy, short, fat, gay, jewness... and I hope it stays that way.
I <3 300.
My gum is falling apart, and it tastes like shit. Thought you should know. <3
Okay....now on to more important matters. I just read some stuff...and it absolutely made my heart sink. I think it's what calmed me down from my feral high. I just realized that I have feelings that I probably shouldn't have at this stage in a relationship. Don't get me wrong, he is amazing. The most awesome person to walk into my life, I have never felt a real connection before, I have never invisioned myself with someone for the rest of my life, I am a firecracker! A free spirit, but now I can just embrace the thought of spending an eternity with someone that I barely even know. I mean I know everything about him. But do I know him? I would take a bullet for him, and the closest I have been to him in real life is beating him at a calculus question during an academic bowl... But non-the less, I am absolutely enthralled with this man. I think things at night, about him, him and me, myself alone... that I think are wrong.....well should be wrong. These emotions are running within me like wildfire and I don't know if I can control them, I don't know if I want to. I'm just afraid that the minute he embraces me I might say something that will take him back, and he might not think I am sincere. I will try my best to hold my tongue, but when my heart speaks, it sings. And it will sing. I just, feel, happy. Something that I haven't felt in along time. I have had happy moments, with my friends and such...but I haven't just been able to walk through the house and think of his face and just smile. Just sit there, in the hallway, and smile. Tears and smiles, he breaks down every emotional barrier that others have failed trying to traverse. And just with his word, his voice. God knows how weak his stare will make me, encompassing me with feelings for someone that I have never felt before.
My mother just gave me 15$, and I am watching my favorite episode of South Park. The Chimpokomon episode. Heh, good day I suppose.
AS+SA=<3
~**JEW**~
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| Mmmmmmmm. |
[27 Jun 2007|07:45pm] |
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I have POM (pomegranet), and Lychee Green tea. Mmmm.
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| Villiage Inn. |
[27 Jun 2007|02:11am] |
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Bender hitting on a FemBot. |
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Today I practiced for three hours in the morning, then Summer called. I took a shower, and got ready and all that jazz.
Went over to Summer's house, and we hung out for a while. Watched friends, and just goofed around. I borrowed the "Zombie Survival Guide", which is a comedic and scary book. Seeing how my biggest fear is a zombie outbreak. But I think (I hope) I would survive and totally kick ass.
Came home, read almost the entire book. Practiced the Telemann Suite in A minor, for about an hour. Then Summer called again and said we should go to dinner with her friend Brittney, so I was like sure. So we went to Village Inn, and it was fun. But the waitress there was a bitch, and didn't give us our free pie!?!?! That Whore! I also lost two dollars in the claw machine......fucking piece of shit.
We drove around forever, and it was fun. Came home, mom was asleep, and Shilo was too. :(
Which is good, cause he needs sleep, but it still sucked I didn't get to talk to him today. No one's fault, just sucked regardless.
Now I am watching Futurama, and contemplating taking some Tylenol. Eh.
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[26 Jun 2007|01:52am] |
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Brandi Carlile - The Story |
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So today was groovy. :)
I went to the music store, rode the bus and got stared at by a bunch of scary Gangtsa' Guys. But I was cool, so it's cool......heh.
When I got there I spent 85$ Woot! I got the Telemann Suite in A minor, The Telemann Fantasias that I didn't have, Six Handel Sonatas, and The Marcel Moyse exercise book. And I got An Etude book, and a new metronome. Woooooot! The creepy clerk was there, and he hurried and finished with his two other customers to get to me before the other line was empty. He was nice though. But he was still creepy, and hit on me again. I had him order my Flute concerto (paganini) in B minor and they said they would call me.
Got home and received a phone call from Music Mart...it was the other guy (older) saying that there was a violin transcription, but not a flute. And I know there is, my teacher has it and it is for sale on Fluteworld.com. Ugh, So I said I would come look at it tomorrow, which I prolly' won't because I don't want a violin transcription. But I came home and practiced for a long time, and the suite in A minor is awesome. :D
Went to grandmother's house and my family was there. They ordered pizza, and made me eat it and I was sick, because I hate pizza.
Came home and made a humorous picture of Shilo. (it is on my MySpace.) It entertained me for a short bit. Talked to J.D. and Shilo. Shilo asked me out and such (wow, middle school esque?) still it was really sweet and cite and romantic and all that jazz. I said yes of course, because he is just absolutely amazing. So I guess we are official. For now. Hopefully it stays that way.
i am talking to Ethan about Rachel Vance, roflcopter. Go Ethan.
AS+SA=<3
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[25 Jun 2007|02:42pm] |
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The Ditty Bops <3 |
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I am contemplating when I should leave for the music store. ugh, well yes. It should be soon.
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[25 Jun 2007|01:00am] |
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Today my mother's collegues took me out to dinner, and then they all wanyed to hear me play so I had a small recital.
Dinner was good, we went to a REALLY fancy Chinese place called P.F. Chang's, and my dinner was like 80$ Woot, but it was awesome. I had lemon chicken. I also got 175$ in grad money putting me up to about 7k. Woot. But it is all going to be put in savings for next year. (I might spend what I got tonight at the music store tommorrow. :D )
Recital was good, I played siciliano (bach sonata), Vivaldi's piccolo concerto in Cma (first and second movements), the Telemann sonata in Amin, and Doppler's Fantasy. I also showed my Ian Anderson skills off, woot! They said I was doing well, and Mrs. Potter said I was ahead of most entering college students (whether or not this is true, or she was just being nice, it made me feel uber great about my playing!)
Came home and talked to me Velociraptor for a bit. <3 And J.D., and Nina Perlove (Flute teacher from Northern Kentucky University) she is absolutely phenomenal. I am wondering if NKU has a doctorate program. Probably not, but I will ask her. She is great. I would at least like to take a few lessons with her to say I have studied with her.
Going to music store tomorrow, hope the creepy clerk isn't there. I am buying paganini's conerto in B min, and telemann's sonata in Bmin. And more stuff probably. Lol, what ever looks pretty at the time. The store has like, Four filling cabinets full of just flute concertos, so I will be like a kid in a candy store tomorrow.
SA+AS=<3
~**JEW**~
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[23 Jun 2007|09:28pm] |
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Today I went to "Music world", and Got Mozart's Flute Concerto in Dma, and Mozart's Flute Concerto in Cma. And I also got a new stand, seeing how mine got abandoned in Morehead. It is going well, I am hopefully going to put the one in Dma on youtube later next month...
The clerk at the music store was totally hitting on me, creepy. I have never had that vibe before so it was strange lol. Anyways, I left shortly after words. I have to go back on Monday, hope he isn't working and such.
Last night I played Monopoly with a bunch of old Jewish women and it was hell. But I won, yay me.
My mother is watching Children of Men, and it is very depressing.
~**JEW*~~
AS+SA=<3
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| Счит! Shit! |
[22 Jun 2007|03:15am] |
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Мые Стомацч чуртс Лике анч Мотчер Фуцкер.
My stomach hurts like a Mother Fucker...
~**Йеш**~
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[22 Jun 2007|03:02am] |
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Robot Chiken end theme |
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It's 1:00 am here, but my body (adjusted to eastern time) is feeling the 3:00 am vibe. WTF am I doing up? I don't know. Lol. I went to dinner, and upon returning home my mother told me she wanted to play WoW.....so I didn't get to talk to Shilo. :( Hopefully he missed me a whole bunch.
All of this talk with him is making me feel awkward. Don't get me wrong, I adore him. He is the sweetest person, but it is almost too good to be true. I am afraid that he will build me up on this pedestal of expectations, and that in fall... he will just act like a boy and totally crush my heart. Fuck that was corny. I just hate all this... but again I love it too. I am soo confused.
Our names are reciprocals. Example:
Andrew Short, Shilo Adams, = AS SA. :) I think that's neat.
AS+SA 4 Ever. :p
My loathing for Ben Stiller, is absolutely gargantuan. ><;
I can't wait till August.... *School Girl Sigh*
~**JEW**~
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| Shilo<3 |
[20 Jun 2007|09:14pm] |
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Me and Katie realized he was on Letcher's academic team. And I have had a crush on him for sometime now. Way to go Jew...lol, anyways. He is Awesome.
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| OMG! |
[19 Jun 2007|11:15pm] |
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I got an Oboe today. And I got many suggestions on what to name him, and I figured I would mush together the two best suggestions from Kyle and Angie. So his name will be Fred Vollen. But he still needs a middle name. Sooooo, I'm still open to suggestions.
FYI: The Doll Song is going well, and I hope Dr. Prindle will like it. I can sing a lot higher in the last few days. Amazing.
Flute is going amazing as usual. I am ready to pwn some Morehead bitches. Ecspecially the head bitch, Cory. He will Fall.
~**JEW**~
Shilo Adams <3
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[18 Jun 2007|09:43pm] |
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It's time for another Crush...........
Will it work out?
Will it grind me up, and turn me into an even worse of a ego-maniacle bitch...... I don't know.
well, yeah.....
~**JEW**~
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